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Two winters ago my wife and I went to
the French snow for the first time, together with our children, grandchildren
and a friend of the family. I would like to share some of my spiritual
adventures in Châtel, France.
Do I have to tell you about the caring
for our two little grandchildren, which was awesome in it self? No
I do not. We became aware once more how lucky we are to be the grandparents
of these grand little people who are at the beginning of their paths
on this Earth of the beloved Mother.
In order to have a moment for myself every
evening, I used to sit in the dark of the veranda, looking out over
the valley. While smoking my cigar and overlooking the lights of the
village below, I was able to become silent, to meditate and to reflect
on everything occurring in our lives. There were also the little lights
on the slopes of the mountains on the other side of the valley. I
saw the lights of the machines preparing the ski slopes and there
was the always-changing weather. Sometimes the stars were out and
then Orion blazed its brilliant starts towards me and I felt very
special. Sometimes it was dark and foggy and not very much could be
seen. On one occasion all the lights and the stars and the mountains
even seemed to have been turned off because of the fog.
While the temperature was below zero that
first day, I experienced the phenomenon of the frozen fog particles.
For the first time in my life, I saw them forming these very small
little slivers, looking silvery in the streetlamp to the left and
golden in the yellow one to the right of the apartment where we stayed.
It was at that moment I re-membered what these usually unseen particles
look like, every time the Angels are present! Overwhelming indeed.
On another night, a bright shooting star
shot by. Naturally I sent my wish along with it, and on the last night,
while it was snowing strongly, a whitish fox ran across the road,
only 30 meters away. In this respect it is good to tell you that the
Fox happens to be my Totem Animal and that, way back in time, I used
to be a member of the Hopi people, and my adult name was [translated]
“Running Fox”. No idea though what that would be in the Hopi language.
Maybe one of the readers knows a member of the Hopi and can tell me?
The most profound experience though, took place on Thursday night.
While meditating, I came into contact at first with Judith, my passed
away daughter, and later with Magda, one of my Guides, as well. We
mind-talked for a while and gradually it became clear that both sat
down next to me on the same broad bench I was sitting on. Judith was
there on the left and Magda to the right of me. We continued our talking
and it became overwhelming how the Love and the Warmth and the Compassion
engulfed us and it was very clear that the three of us were bathing
in that Love and it was impossible for me to keep my eyes dry. Both
women sat there with their arms around my shoulders and at one – very
intimate point – point I sensed that Magda was kissing my right ear,
the way she used to do when we were mates, during the 17th century
in what is today Germany. Oh, that feeling!!!
I looked up, and then sensed this huge more than three story-high
Angel, standing there in front of us! He had his enormous wings spread
out and reflected the Love we were radiating back to us. There were
no more words left and gradually it all faded away and I seemed to
be alone again. And I thanked the Angel and I thanked Judith and I
thanked Magda, and for some time I was not able to move.
I said to myself that I needed no confirmation
of all this, because the experience had been so overpowering and so
very real that there was not any doubt whatsoever as to all that had
happened to me. Little did I know that there was more to come. About
a quarter of an hour later a cloud appeared in the gap between two
mountains in front of me, which was extraordinary in it self, because
it was a dark night with no moon and only a few streetlamps in the
village. It expanded though, and became clearer and almost white in
the dark sky. I suddenly realised that this one represented the Angel
who was with me only shortly before. Then, when the cloud was at its
largest, two satellites formed out of it, representing Magda and Judith.
A bit later, all of it reconnected again, showing the unity, the one-ness
of everything. After that, the cloud gradually became dark again and
disappeared, and again I was alone with the stars.
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