Inner Crystals


©Izabel***Crystal_Child
March 5th 2006
Translation: Hans Brockhuis and Myriah Krista Walker

www.izabels-wereld.nl




Running and flying to make everything happen within the family? Who doesn’t recognize this. You run faster than your shadow and your own self gets lost.

I know, because it happens to me all the time. I let it happen and do not indicate my boundaries soon enough. Thus habit gets stuck for a while and you walk, as they say, ‘with your soul under your arm’. Searching for answers and forgetting because of the chaos in your whole Being, forgetting that the answers lie within yourself.

My pile of paperwork got higher and higher, just as the turbulence in my head expanded. It was my dear friend and soul mate, Marga, who told me that when my paperwork was in order, it would give room for my spirit as well. Because of all the things that came on my path the last couple of days, I knew it was high time for reflection and creating repose and room within my Being.

I scrubbed and cleaned my home and cleared my paperwork. The latter turned out to be the biggest challenge because there was still paperwork left from one year ago. I certainly am not going to be nominated as housewife of the year. Meanwhile candles, incense and meditative music gave me a magnificent feeling. Never thought I could do this.

The paperwork felt as deadwood for a long time and it was a relief when it was finished at last. Immediately I thought of Marga, because she had been right. The cleansing had cleaned my Spirit as well. What it would do for real, I would only learn the next day.

The next morning while surfing on the internet, I wanted to create a new email account. I just could not invent a suitable name, though, so I put away that thought for awhile.

Vis a vis, because that is the way the internet works, I stumbled upon an American site where one could buy minerals and gems. Because gems are one of my favourite pastimes, my interest was stirred. Although commercial, in my view it was a wonderful site. It radiated something, more so because of an image of a mineral featured on the homepage. This image reminded me of a painting that I had finished a couple days ago with my four-year old daughter.

It certainly was no work of art because painting is not my piece of cake. But one way or the other I knew that this small painting had something to say to me. I had put it up on the cupboard. The next morning it became clear, and I knew as I fumbled with the brushes, that it was a representation of my Inner Child. It was a small girl, and she had something in her hands. And that was what I had seen on the website. It was an image of a mineral and the ‘form’ of this mineral was just like what I had painted in my hands as the Inner Child.

In that moment something was activated within me, and immediately I knew a name for my new email account . Inner_Crystals would be my new alias. Enjoying all those synchronicities that happened to me, I suddenly felt the urge to write.

Inner Crystals
Activated within My Soul
Feel the energy flowing
Through my veins of Love

A beginning of a new part
A part of Me
That brought Me Back
To whom I really Am

I Am A Crystal Child
Close my eyes, with an Open Soul
Light is flowing all through
Touching my Heart very gently

HOME is what I found
Have no longer the urge to search
Confirmation of my Heart and Soul
Which I already knew…

But it was hidden behind
Of my own created wall
Crystal Energy makes it clear
Given me…with Patience and Love

My heart filled with thankfulness
Touched me with this Crystal Light of Love
In the deepest way of Being part of everything That Is


Written through/with my Inner_Crystal_Child and the Spirits who Guide me through this Life and who I love so very much.

~*~*~*~

‘I Am A Crystal Child’ is a beautiful and moving message.

Much is made clear to me by making the space to Be Silent and to Listen. A feeling of rest came over me after I had gathered these Insights. In that instant I felt satisfied with All that Is, and that it is Good as it Is. Having trust in the Big Whole, ‘knowing’ that all will be well and that everything has its reason. Nothing happens just like that.

I thank my soul mates, Marga and Nora, who time and again continue believing in me and bringing me where I should Be.

With a Far-away-Light and a grateful Heart I greet you in and out of Love.

Izabel

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